haiz. darrel went off to field camp again=((
most prob coming back on fri
o wells
i miss him...i really do...
u'd think i'd be used to it now...but o wells
after 2 years of talking to him every night before i sleep
spending soooooooo much time talking to him and seeing him
after 2 years of my life practically revolving about him, study n family
then i see so little of him
hear so little of him
its difficult.
haiz
i know that i shld make more frens n step out of my comfort zone
but i just like having a few close frens
thou my immediate social circle only has 1 person but still
haiz...o wells
its coming to the 30th month of our relationship soon
i've been much happier ever since i've been with him
though sometimes i worry so much about him (cus its really hard not to...he really means a lot to me) and at times he make me sooo angry
i can truly say without betraying my conscience tt i'm glad to be with him.
i'd never regret my choice to be with him
cus he's been one of the best things that have ever happened to me
i'm very lucky to have such a great boyfriend
i really am
even thou at time he does things tt make me angry or things tt i dun like...i know that he does it all for me. for my own good...or its out of his love and care for me...i know...i really do...o wells
sometimes...i think...maybe i'm quite a mean gf
i guess being with me can be quite mentally tiring la..
sometimes i do or say things tt like plays with his mind
o wells
sorry darling
but beneath it all...
i really do love him.
i really cannot imagine life without him...
like not at all...
i'm really fortunate to have found such a boy who loves me so much
a boy who can and is willing to put up with all my nonsense, fears, insecurities, outbursts n all...
so...thank you darling
even thou u'd only read this quite a while later cus u're at field camp.
but i want you to know that i love you
and u dun have to worry about anything k
i'm not tt naive...i wun be cheated by others..
dun worry so much k...
i love you darrel.